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I believe the majority of deliverance ministry is of Satan Let me first say I once believed (although I was a christian) I was possessed by a demon and needed to have him or them delivered out of me. I had dabbled in the occult and was experiencing many bizarre things and felt confident that either my house was haunted or I was possessed by a demon or demons. . I wound up attending a deliverance ministry at a hotel led by a man who claimed to be an apostle and having an "anoi

I was in chronic pain and full of hatred, I hated almost everyone and everything and blamed everyone else and the world for my problems and I didn’t believe in God but if he existed I hated him. One night I was laying in bed in my parents bedroom in pain, despair, discomfort all of the sudden he was there God was right in-font of me. I didn’t see anything but I sensed his presence somehow. It was unmistakeable undeniable, the whole room was full of this sparkly energy feeling

I believe the devil and his army of demons play a role in the development of mental illness. I am a christian I believe in God Jesus and the bible. Yes I believe every word in the bible is fact. In my experience I have found there to be a correlation between satanic practices and the development of mental disorders. Ephesians 6:12 "for we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkne

This topic is very close to my heart because for many years my family and friends told me that they thought i had something mental going on. That I had an anger issue or that my physical symptoms, like being unable to raise my arms over my head were rooted in my mind. I vehemntly denied all these allegations and i can tell you why. I was scared. At that time in my life around 2012 mental illness very much taboo and nobody talked about it and i didnt understand it. I was afri

This is a controversial and com[plex topic. I wanna start out by saying that the desire to share your mental illness experiences with other people is completly healthy and normal. For example if you were in a convenience store that got robbed at gun point while you were there, what would you immediately do afterwards? You would tell EVERYONE you woudl talk about how crazy it was and scary and as you share with others you would heal and process and feel seen and heard and nobo

I have experienced mania for years, in fact I first experienced mania for many years continuously nonstop,  I have also experienced mania for a few days at a time and even hours at a time, which Psychiatrists call hypomania. I have learned many ways to help manage mania in adjunction with medication which I highly recommend taking. Although I recommend taking medication I think most of the fight against mental illness , mania in specific is up to us. In other words it’s up to

If you do I’m so sorry I do too. This post is for those who feel as if they were mistreated or even abused by the mental health system. Let me start by sharing my first experience with the mental health system. While I actually started seeing a therapist when I was was 18 I’m going to skip past this initial experience and jump ahead to when I was around 22 years old and I was put under an involuntary hold at a mental hospital in North Carolina. I was experiencing mania, was d

For some of you the thought of therapy sounds embarrassing and awkward. It may make you feel uncomfortable or weak like “why do I need therapy?I can manage on my own” or “what does this person know that I don’t?”or”what happens when my coworkers find out I go to therapy” First I want to say how much courage and strength it takes to make the decision to begin therapy. I know a lot of you really don’t want to go to therapy and that it embarrasses you. My advice is that when it

Deciding to make the courageous decision to take medication can be frightening and embarrassing. One might fear the side effects or be embarrassed by the thought that they require medication just so they can function when others can function without medication, or you might think that you don’t need medication and that your will power alone will be enough to control your mental illness or you may even think that you don’t have a mental illness and therefore definitely do not